i do no what running in my world of maze
full of sadness, sorrows ,happiness,laughter and many more
deep down in my heart im seating in a corner of my heart
crying out my negative thoughts and at times positive thoughts
wondering how would life turn out as life goes on
Familys,Love,Friendships it all matters to me
u might see me cheerful,being happy, xia lan at times
but u do not know deep in my heart my sadness, sorrowness taking over
the positive thoughts in my heart
i wonder when and how this never-ending and ruthless torture would end
positivly? or negativly?
currently the only song making me feel better

till here